The Little Ones

Aftermath Part 1:

This post may contain adult subject matter.

This post is being used as a way for me to overcome the pain I’m feeling.   A way to vent, a way to help put this behind me.

One of the promises I made to my neighbor:  I promised him, that the boys (ages 2 and 4) will always be welcome to come over.    I will NEVER EVER say anything to them about what happened.  

Those Boys are innocent.

On the same note:  

She said to her new lover that I disliked her kids.

Nothing could be further from the truth.    Each and every time they came over they were welcome.    I will miss seeing her older boy say "what doin?" , I will miss seeing her youngest fly around my house like someone filled him up with a can of Monster Energy and his locks flying everywhere.

Now I will fully admit.   I may not have shown them the amount of love and caring that you were hoping.    Do I admit I should have done more?   God Yes.    

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